Missouri Grass Fed Beef

I purchased half a cow last fall. The steaks were very small and all the meat was pale. I have bought grass fed beef before and have never seen a cow this small. Total weight of packaged meet was less than 140 lbs for half a cow. I did get plenty of soup bones. The ground beef was lean but very tough and pale. I received a brisket that was no bigger than my hand. I called and inquired about the color of the meat as it looked pork instead of beef. Mr Parker said it was pale because the cows were kosher processed and the blood was drained before the were cut.